Note: This is sort of an a-typical post. Hope you enjoy it anyway.
First, you have to
know that I have a sense that there is a deep, ebullient laugh at the heart of
existence, a joyous, radiant love that overcomes all hatred and anger and
failure. God, as I understand Him, might weep a while with and for us and then
smile, knowing that there is a power sufficient to overcome every hurt, a grace
so luminous and abiding that it will ultimately banish darkness and despair
forever. The scriptures offer a depiction of God as a Father so loving that no
rebellion will not be forgiven and forgotten in the expansive embrace of
forgiveness and generosity. There is the story of the prodigal son, who wishes
his father dead, takes his inheritance and wastes his existence. When he
returns home miserable and hungry, the father sees him afar off and runs to
him, weeping and embracing and then offers him a ring, a robe, a fatted calf,
and a place in his home (see Luke 15:11-24). That seems like a fitting
depiction of God. Or there is the story of David and Absalom. David forgives
his son for murdering his brother (after a woman has told David that God
devises means to bring home His banished—actively looks for any excuse to
forgive and restore, see 2 Samuel 14:14). After the forgiveness, Absalom raises
an army to depose, dethrone, and destroy his father. When Absalom dies, David
mourns passionately (see 2 Samuel 18:33). Again, this seems to be a reflection
of true fatherhood, which is embodied in God the Father. All this is to say
that for all you fight against God and mock and belittle, I sense that He will
always love you. And I imagine He is not worried too much about—nor threatened
at all by—your vitriol and froth.
Have you ever heard
of Pascal’s wager? Blaise Pascal was a French physicist and mathematician in
the 17th Century. He became a convert to Christianity when his
rationalistic worldview became inadequate to his experiences. He was a great
philosopher and thinker. His wager is essentially this: There are two
possibilities with regard to God—either He exists or He does not. And there are
two ways to live this life—as if there is a God, or as if there is not. Because
faith depends on the possibility of God’s absence, there will not be sufficient
evidence to effectively prove one possibility or the other, either God’s
existence or His non-existence. So we get to choose how to live life in that
space of unknowing. Pascal says essentially that if he were a betting man, he
would live as if God exists because if God does exist and you live as if He
does, you get the peace, joy, hope, and comfort living with God in the world
offers (I’ll show you some scientific research on this later) AND you get the
eternal happiness that comes from having developed a relationship with God. But
if you live as if God does not exist and it turns out that He does, you not
only miss out on the radiant life that God offers in mortality, you also miss
out on an eternity of blessedness. If it turns out God does not exist, just
eliminate the second half of each of those sentences.
I recently came
across this poem that captures some of my feelings on the matter. It’s by an
LDS poet named James Goldberg, and it’s called “Let me drown with Moses”:
If these walls of
water fall, O Lord,
let me drown with
Moses.
And let me praise
you with my final breath
for lending me his
mad, prophetic dream
for letting me
wander out past the edge of this world
beside a man who
could see all the glory of Egypt
and still say it wasn’t
enough.
If these walls of
water fall, O Lord,
let me drown with
Moses.
Yes, let me die
with the same fire in my eyes
Moses saw in a
desert bush.
The essence of the
poem is that even if following a prophet into the middle of the Red Sea ends in
death, it was a thrill and a privilege to be a part of the great bright
adventure of belief in a new world, in other possibilities. The prophet offers
a new and glistening way to view existence, a reality riddled with hidden joys
and miraculous light. I feel the same sense of gratitude and wonder. Did you
ever read the novel or watch the film Life
of Pi? It’s a wrestle with God, an attempt to find meaning in life. There
are two possibilities: Either Pi has an outrageous, unlikely experience with a
tiger on a boat, or he does not. And the novel asks the question, “Which story
do you prefer?” Ultimately, it’s a story about believing in improbable and
beautiful things. I prefer the story with the tiger, honestly, to a limited,
lightless view of a reality constrained to what I can explain in words. With Pascal,
I’ll put my wager on God, and hold on for the ride.
Atheism, like
theism, is unprovable and unproven. Atheism is a solid faith in the absence of
God. Rationally-speaking, it is not superior to faith in God. Science has
absolutely nothing to say about the absence or the existence of God. And your
claim that “94% of all the scientists in the U.S. are atheists” is simply not
true. According to the most recent Pew survey on this, more than half of American
scientists believe in God or a higher power, and 95% of all Americans so believe
(http://www.pewforum.org/2009/11/05/scientists-and-belief/)
But God’s existence has never been contingent on people’s belief, so this is no
solid argument either way.
Most of the “scientific”
certainty that would seem to deny the existence of God might more appropriately
be called parascience or pseudoscience. The scientific method cannot prove a
negative. Science will never show that anything does not exist. That is not
scientific. Occam’s Razor is a heuristic, a logical shortcut, and not an irrefutable
principle of logic. And to follow it unquestioningly would preclude much of
contemporary scientific discovery which flies in the face of rationalism and
reductionism. Dark energy, dark matter, Heisenberg’s uncertainty principle, quantum
strangeness—all affirm that our historical view of reality is insufficient to
describe the complexity and mystery of existence. Authentic contemporary science
is a humble, awed endeavor.
What scientific
research has shown pretty consistently is that religious people are generally
happier than irreligious people. (http://www.pursuit-of-happiness.org/science-of-happiness/spiritual-engagement/key-studies-religiosityspirituality/)
UC Berkeley has a center devoted to the science of happiness, and the teachings
of Christianity pretty much sum up how to live a joyous life,
scientifically-speaking (http://greatergood.berkeley.edu/
Also check out http://www.happify.com/hd/science-of-happiness-infographic/).
As for the
scriptural anomalies you mention as evidence of the moral superiority of
atheism over religion, they are simply that—anomalies. Religion has always
spoken to humans in their real-time situations and in their inadequate
language. D&C 1:24 says, “these commandments . . . were given unto my servants
in their weakness, after the manner of their language, that they might come to
understanding.” Most biblical scholars see each of the instances you note
(death penalty for rebellious children, slavery in Hebrew culture, women
preaching in synagogue, etc.) as cultural in origin an unenforced in practice. To
take four verses of scripture which appear to your limited perspective from
your limited worldview to show the moral bankruptcy of biblical religion is not
only ridiculous, it is unscientific and irresponsible. Science would gather all
the data, and weigh the instances of apparent immorality against the
overwhelming burden of scripture which affirms the holiness of every human
being and the importance of treating each person you encounter as if they were
the incarnation of God. To claim that the atrocities committed in the name of
religion disprove the power, majesty, and beauty of religion is akin to
claiming that since Kim Jong-Il, Jeffrey Dahmer, Jim Jones, Mussolini, Mao
Zedong, Pol Pot, and Stalin were atheists, all atheists are murderers, psychopaths,
usurpers, and dictators. You rightly argue that religion is not essential for
ethics, but to call it unethical is to ignore its claims.
To classify
religious experience as delusional and unfounded in reality is to ignore the
fact that our minds and our experience are all we have with which to comprehend
reality in the first place. Who can argue against experience? The problem with
atheism is that it asserts that because the atheist has not recognizably experienced
God, therefore no one else could possibly have any authentic experience with
the divine. It is an arrogant, unethical, and logically-untenable position.
To arrogantly claim
that all religious people are unintelligent and therefore not deserving of your
respect is, first, unethical because lots of unintelligent people are deserving
not only of your respect, but of your honor and your love (see John 14:34-35).
Secondly, it is to ignore the evidence. Since most of the world’s inhabitants
have been religious in one way or another, most of the great thinkers have
believed in God. If you want some contemporary examples of brilliant theists,
go pick up My Bright Abyss by
Christian Wiman or any book by Marilynne Robinson (who, by the way, has some
great insights into the “hysterical scientism” of new atheists like Richard
Dawkins: http://blog.stickyrice.net/archives/2006/the-god-delusion-hysterical-scientism/).
You cannot prove
the absence of God. I cannot prove His existence. But my experience leads me to
value the radiant reality belief in God opens up for me. For me, belief transfigures
existence, giving it a luminosity and a meaning that charge every moment with transcendent
possibility. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to verbalize some of my
thoughts. Blessings.